“You can start out of nothing, and out of nothing, and out of no way, a way will be made”
The final goal may seem so far away sometimes!
We may have those days that we ponder and sit there asking “when are things ever going to get better?”
Personally, I have those thoughts sometimes too! I sometimes wonder whether this music management journey is for me. Is this really my calling? Will I ever be the next Yandy Smith? Of course I will!!
I remember starting my company GMG in 2012! Four years (and a bit) later, and I still am not where I want to be. I used to get angry and say “God why am I still in this situation? I’m still where I was last year!”
It started becoming a regular thing, every year I was getting more and more concerned, doubting myself a lot. But this year I entered with a whole new mindset!
God needed to mould me! He needed to prepare me! It takes ALOT to be in the music business, yes to the outside world it may look all glitzy and glammy, but there’s so much more to it. The sleepless nights, the let downs, the set backs, the stress, the anxiety! ( It’s not all negative though!)
The past four years have been interesting! I was so lost I didn’t know my purpose, I didn’t know who I was!
Everybody finds their purpose eventually, some quicker than others! Mine personally took me a while, but I got there in the end.
I had to loose to gain though! I lost friends, I lost money, I lost myself, but in the process I have gained ten fold!
What you truly believe in is what will manifest in your life. I was so insecure and had such low self esteem that I honestly didn’t think I would ever make it, and all those doubts kept swirling round my mind.
Now I believe in all that I do! I sleep, eat, think in GMG! I believe so much in my clients and I know that success is inevitable for all of us.
“Whenever the enemy tries to stir up your emotions, calm down and do what God has called you to do!”
I am currently reading a book called “You are a badass. How to stop doubting your greatness and start living an awesome life” By Jen Sincero.
Such an interesting title but it made me really want to read it and now I cannot put it down! For any of you reading this blog post and sometimes have doubts in what you truly want to do in life, my friend this book is for you! (thank me later!)
Along your journey in life you may face obstacles and hit a point where you want to give up, but remove that doubt and channel it into positivity! We need to believe in ourselves at all times no matter what.
“If we really love ourselves, everything in our life works”
Last year I really enjoyed myself by travelling so much as I continued my journey of ‘finding myself’ but this year I want to focus on the growth. Now I know my purpose I want to focus on building my dream into a reality.
This year I’m ready to grind and take a few loses to get to the top! Who else is with me on this journey?
See you at the top!
Check out my website to see what I actually do: www.gabriellemusicgroup.com